Dissociate.
Verb.
To disconnect or separate.
To watch your body from a cloud,
peer as a peeping tom,
soft but, yet, so loud.
To be a ghost that
witnesses
their own body as a 3D object,
who's perceptions, It dismisses.
To realize you're actually here
and to recount passed by moments,
to have to fog lifted as you shed a tear.
to hate yourself so much
that you don't even want to be real,
to feel as if you're watching your life
on a screen, alive but unable to feel.
Dissociation.
To have you're brain behind stained glass
where others have a open window.
To not even exist.
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